Post by diana on Sept 8, 2009 19:08:09 GMT -5
i'm just gonna skip all the proper shit and type, because really, i just need to. I'm sorry if it makes anyone uncomfortable but honestly i'm just sick and tired of today and i would truly like it to be over.
today was one of those days that everything and anything under the sun just pissed me off. i mean honestly, i just couldn't stand it. i punched and kicked my locker at school, leaving a dent in it, i was just so mad.
i was on my way to school, driving with my dad. i was driving because i got my permit and i obviously need drive time. but of course my father was late to get out of the house so we ended up going at the busiest time there was in the morning (to a high school no less). and i got my permit no more than 2 weeks ago. 2 weeks! and my father is yelling at me and caring more about his idiot car than me actually doing something wrong. he shouted "WATCH OUT FOR THAT POTHOLE!" when i was turning to avoid it. ugh.
then i saw the guy i liked when i got to school, with his girlfriend. (yes, i know. girlfriend. i should back away but i've liked him way longer than she even knew him) we've talked, and they've broken up like..5 times already (almost 7, but he stopped her) and he KNOWS he's being stupid. and shes cheated on him, and wont let him talk to other girls (wait a minute, should he be talking me? ^^;
not 2 minutes after i saw keith (freshman i like) i see my lovely ex, ben. there is a huge story with him, please don't ask because i'm working on getting over him and if i talk more about it, it'll get horrible. looooong story short, we dated for a year, he broke up with me for drugs and his friends turned him against me and he cheated on me while we dated. shitty guy, right? anyways, i saw him. i got so furious, i side-punched the wall walking down from second floor to first floor. he saw me, and was like "DAMN!" in some fucked up way that made me wanna punch /him/.
and /while/ ben was behind me, there was my OTHER ex, curtis. whom i am terrified of. we fought every other day (even on my birthday! fantastic, no?) and we now hate each other. apparently he is also trying to screw up my entire sophomore year and my so-called homecoming date who i have no IDEA is. (did that sentence make sense? no? didn't think so)
i get to french, and get our tests back. a C. nuff said.
health wasnt bad. only thing that pissed me off? keith was texting me. you remember him? the freshie? yeah. and he was being amazing and making me wanna date him more but NOOOOO i had to be an IDIOT this weekend and make sure that him and his bitch of a girlfriend stay together! GO ME! -headdesk-
then drivers ed wasn't that bad. but i was still texting keith. and i told him, being the nice person i am, that i would be able to give him rides once i got my license. his responce? "Oh my god, Diana. Sweet! you're amazing. (:"
...-facepalm-
OH! Ok. this is the best part of my day. i'm in orchestra, right? guess who else is in orchestra. CURTIS! YES! THE EVIL BOYFRIEND THAT I THOUGHT WAS GOING TO BEAT ME! (...did i mention that? whoops.) and guess who i now sit next to in order. FUCKING. CURTIS!
keiths in my lunch. his girlfriend's lunch overlaps ours. i wanted to claw her eyes out. once again. nuff said.
the rest of my day at school wasn't that bad.
when i get home though, i realize i'm getting a cold, and i cant hold my nephew in the off-chance i get him sick. which made me really depressed. but my MOM can hold him, no doubt. so i'm left to cook dinner while she's watching over me and critisizing every single step i take.
can this day be over? please?
today was one of those days that everything and anything under the sun just pissed me off. i mean honestly, i just couldn't stand it. i punched and kicked my locker at school, leaving a dent in it, i was just so mad.
i was on my way to school, driving with my dad. i was driving because i got my permit and i obviously need drive time. but of course my father was late to get out of the house so we ended up going at the busiest time there was in the morning (to a high school no less). and i got my permit no more than 2 weeks ago. 2 weeks! and my father is yelling at me and caring more about his idiot car than me actually doing something wrong. he shouted "WATCH OUT FOR THAT POTHOLE!" when i was turning to avoid it. ugh.
then i saw the guy i liked when i got to school, with his girlfriend. (yes, i know. girlfriend. i should back away but i've liked him way longer than she even knew him) we've talked, and they've broken up like..5 times already (almost 7, but he stopped her) and he KNOWS he's being stupid. and shes cheated on him, and wont let him talk to other girls (wait a minute, should he be talking me? ^^;
not 2 minutes after i saw keith (freshman i like) i see my lovely ex, ben. there is a huge story with him, please don't ask because i'm working on getting over him and if i talk more about it, it'll get horrible. looooong story short, we dated for a year, he broke up with me for drugs and his friends turned him against me and he cheated on me while we dated. shitty guy, right? anyways, i saw him. i got so furious, i side-punched the wall walking down from second floor to first floor. he saw me, and was like "DAMN!" in some fucked up way that made me wanna punch /him/.
and /while/ ben was behind me, there was my OTHER ex, curtis. whom i am terrified of. we fought every other day (even on my birthday! fantastic, no?) and we now hate each other. apparently he is also trying to screw up my entire sophomore year and my so-called homecoming date who i have no IDEA is. (did that sentence make sense? no? didn't think so)
i get to french, and get our tests back. a C. nuff said.
health wasnt bad. only thing that pissed me off? keith was texting me. you remember him? the freshie? yeah. and he was being amazing and making me wanna date him more but NOOOOO i had to be an IDIOT this weekend and make sure that him and his bitch of a girlfriend stay together! GO ME! -headdesk-
then drivers ed wasn't that bad. but i was still texting keith. and i told him, being the nice person i am, that i would be able to give him rides once i got my license. his responce? "Oh my god, Diana. Sweet! you're amazing. (:"
...-facepalm-
OH! Ok. this is the best part of my day. i'm in orchestra, right? guess who else is in orchestra. CURTIS! YES! THE EVIL BOYFRIEND THAT I THOUGHT WAS GOING TO BEAT ME! (...did i mention that? whoops.) and guess who i now sit next to in order. FUCKING. CURTIS!
keiths in my lunch. his girlfriend's lunch overlaps ours. i wanted to claw her eyes out. once again. nuff said.
the rest of my day at school wasn't that bad.
when i get home though, i realize i'm getting a cold, and i cant hold my nephew in the off-chance i get him sick. which made me really depressed. but my MOM can hold him, no doubt. so i'm left to cook dinner while she's watching over me and critisizing every single step i take.
can this day be over? please?