Post by shay on Oct 15, 2009 22:33:48 GMT -5
For those of you who didn't know me before:
My boyfriend Nick and I had been together for 2+ years. Everyone told us we were the cutest couple they'd ever seen, blah blah. What was coming was like, TOTALLY unbelievable.
THIS SUMMER: While I was being a SIT (servant in training) at my summer bible camp, i realized I didn't really love Nick like I used to. So things got weird, and eventually I broke up with him. He was completely destroyed. He threatened to kill himself, he texted me like eight times a day telling me how much he loved me and how much he needed me back, etc. After 3 weeks of being broken up I couldn't stand seeing him hurt like that, so I completely lied to myself and said it was a mistake and took him back.
MOVING INTO FALL: Things were weird with Nick and I... I didn't love him anymore, and I was starting to totally realize it. I spent a lot of time with friends, and this one guy named Mike... definitely had a little crush on him. But yeah. Nick and I were totally rocky, and he started smoking a lot of weed and drinking a lot. This is where shit starts hitting the fan.
AFTER THE FIRST FOOTBALL GAME:
Nick went to the senior party, which I didn't want to go to 'cause I would have been 1 of 3 grade 11's there.. So I went to the grade 11 party at this other guys house. Me and a friend (let's call him josh) got preeetty drunk and were flirting A LOT, but like - NOTHING HAPPENED. I never cheated on nick.
NIGHT AFTER THAT:
Rumors are flying around that Josh and I made out at the after-football party, and we shoot them down as fast as we can. Nick's razzed but doesn't believe the rumours (yet).
I'll def have to finish this later... i was almost done and the computer crashed. FML moment. Typing this is making me rattled so im going to go for now.. I'll finish later, I promise.
My boyfriend Nick and I had been together for 2+ years. Everyone told us we were the cutest couple they'd ever seen, blah blah. What was coming was like, TOTALLY unbelievable.
THIS SUMMER: While I was being a SIT (servant in training) at my summer bible camp, i realized I didn't really love Nick like I used to. So things got weird, and eventually I broke up with him. He was completely destroyed. He threatened to kill himself, he texted me like eight times a day telling me how much he loved me and how much he needed me back, etc. After 3 weeks of being broken up I couldn't stand seeing him hurt like that, so I completely lied to myself and said it was a mistake and took him back.
MOVING INTO FALL: Things were weird with Nick and I... I didn't love him anymore, and I was starting to totally realize it. I spent a lot of time with friends, and this one guy named Mike... definitely had a little crush on him. But yeah. Nick and I were totally rocky, and he started smoking a lot of weed and drinking a lot. This is where shit starts hitting the fan.
AFTER THE FIRST FOOTBALL GAME:
Nick went to the senior party, which I didn't want to go to 'cause I would have been 1 of 3 grade 11's there.. So I went to the grade 11 party at this other guys house. Me and a friend (let's call him josh) got preeetty drunk and were flirting A LOT, but like - NOTHING HAPPENED. I never cheated on nick.
NIGHT AFTER THAT:
Rumors are flying around that Josh and I made out at the after-football party, and we shoot them down as fast as we can. Nick's razzed but doesn't believe the rumours (yet).
I'll def have to finish this later... i was almost done and the computer crashed. FML moment. Typing this is making me rattled so im going to go for now.. I'll finish later, I promise.
