Post by Jarrod on Oct 25, 2009 12:36:19 GMT -5
...i can't escape this hell...
circeron nathaniel harkiss
There’s a place that I’ve found
As far as I can see
This place lies within
The depths of my dreams
In a garden surrounded
By fire and trees
Through the smoke a silhouette I can barely see
There’s a man with an axe
Standing in the rain
Looked me straight in the eyes
This is what he had to say
Never fall asleep
You won’t wake up
Destroy the guillotine
Before he does
tear down this steadfast wall
restraints are useless here
restraints are useless here
best friends i’ll try she said as she walked away try
close friends not to lose you two vibrant hearts could
average friends change nothing tears the being more
family friend than deception unmasked fear i’ll be he
childhood friends re waiting tested and secure nothing
acquaintance hurts my world just effects the ones aro
good friend und me when sins deep in my blood you’ll
partner in crime be the one to fall i wish i could be the
enemy turned one the one who won’t care at all but be
fake friend ing the one on the stand i know the way to
party friend go no one’s guiding me when time soaked
make out friend with blood turns it’s back i know it’s h
fuck friend ard to fall confided in me was your heart i
study friend know it’s hurting you but it’s kill ing me
forbidden friend nothing will last in this life our time is
secret friend spent constructing now you’re perfecting a
other half world meant to tin constrict your hands arou
inseparable nd me squeeze till i cannot breathe this air
by association tastes dead inside me contribute to our
inner circle plague break all your promises tear down
outer circle this steadfast wall restraints are useless
confidant here tasting salvations near nothing hurts
like family my world just effects the ones around me
on and off when sin’s deep in my blood you’ll be the
for show one to fall i wish i could be the one the one
trusted friend who won’t care at all but being on the
frenemy stand i know the way to go no one’s guiding
school friend me when time soaked with blood turns
friend of a friend it’s back i know it’s hard to fall con
future friend fided in me was your heart i know it’s hu
unlikely friend rting you but it’s killing me black and
former friend gray clouds willow in the balance as the s
top ten un falls rain plays a heart warming tune on the
lunch friend pavement emotions stir a feeling of warm
flirty friend ness compassion fullness i feel at home dis
drinking friend guised by surroundings as the torn and
annoying friend left in the gutter seek vengeance on th
girl friend eir mistreated lives as the torn and left in the
guy friend cold seek vengeance on their mistreated lives
caught here in a fiery blaze
won't lose my will to stay
won't lose my will to stay
rivalry he who makes a beast out of himself gets rid of the
dislike _____ pain of being a man caught here in this fiery
dislike you blaze won’t lose my will to stay i tried to drive
jealousy all through the night the heat stroke ridden wea
hatred ther the barren empty sights no oasis here to see
avoidance the sand is singing deathless words to me can’t
tolerance you help me as i’m starting to burn too many d
friend turned enemy oses and i’m starting to get an attra
family enemy ction my confidence is leaving me on my o
by association wn no one can save me and you know i do
irritation n’t want the attention as i adjust to my new sigh
tension ts the rarely tired lights will take me to new heigh
hardcore ts my hand is on the trigger i’m ready to ignite
grudge tomorrow might not make it but everything’s all r
burn in hell ight mental fiction follow me show me what
competition it’s like to be set free can’t you help me as
cheated _____ i’m starting to burn too many doses and i’m
cheated you starting to get an attraction my confidence is
indifference leaving me on my own no one can save me a
respected rivals nd you know i don’t want the attention i’m
friendly rivals sorry you're not here i’ve been sane too long
fear of _____ my vision’s so unclear now take a trip with me
fear of you but don’t be surprised when things seem aren’t
ignoring _____ what they seem caught here in a fiery blaze
ignoring you won’t lose my will to stay these eyes won’t see
physical confrontation the same after i flip today sometimes
verbal confrontation i don’t know why we’d rather live than d
disrespect ie we look up towards the sky for answers to our
loathing lives we may get some solutions but most just pass
vendetta us by don’t want your absolution cause i can’t make
die die die it right i’ll make a beast out of my self gets rid of
argumentative the pain of being a man of being a man can't
backstabbed _____ you help shh quiet you might piss some
backstabbed you body off like me motherfucker you’ve been
not speaking to _____ at it for too long while you feed off all
not speaking to you those insecurities you stand in front of
abused _____ me and bite the hand that feeds self-righteo
abused you usness is wearing thin lies inside your head your
mutual hatred best friend i’ll bleed but not for fellow man
the first time's hard
but you made it through
but you made it through
current a lonely road crossed another cold state line miles
spouse away from those i love purpose hard to find while i
fiancée recall all the words you spoke to me can’t help but
final wish that i was there back wh ere i’d love to be oh ye
ex-miss _____ ah dear God the only thing i ask of you is to
ex-miss you hold her when i’m not around when i’m much
ex-mutual too far away we all need that person who can be
secret true to you but i left her when i found her and now i
forbidden wish i’d stayed cause i’m lonely and i’m tired i’m
on and off missing you again oh no once again there’s not
childhood crush hing here for me on this barren road there’s
crush on _____ no one here while the city sleeps and all the
crush on you shops are closed can’t help but think of the t
mutual crush imes i’ve had with you pictures and some me
lover mories will have to help me through oh yeah dear God
past lover the only thing i ask of you is to hold her when i’m
still chemistry not around when i’m much too far away we all
lust need that person who can be true to you i left her when
one night stand i found her and now i wish i’d stayed cause
soulmate i’m lonely and i’m tired i’m missing you again on
fuck buddies no once again well some search never finding
cuddle buddies a way before long they waste away i found
enemies with benefits you something told me to stay i ga
friends with benefits ve in to selfish ways and how i miss s
using _____ omeone to hold when hope begins to fade a l
using you onely road crossed another cold state line let me
past bad tell you bout a girl i know that comes alive when
past good you take off her clothes there’s no telling just w
physical attraction here she’s been asked around but no o
fleeting glances ne seems to know late at night when you’re
on the rocks looking to sin call her up and she’ll lay down t
flirting with _____ he law you can’t trust her cause she’ll lie to
flirting with you your face but that’s not why you gave her a
drunken flirts call awaits deep inside the lust and burning d
in denial esire we’ve all been more than eager to sin and it
innocent flirting feels alright ‘til we pay the price now you ch
tease oose either naughty or nice cause she’s here for you
dysfunctional it’s all yours tonight you won’t believe the sto
divorced ries i’ve been told about the girl i know another
like walking into a dream
so unlike what you've seen
so unlike what you've seen
mother like walking into a dream so unlike what you’ve seen
father so unsure but it seems cause we’ve been waiting for
sister you fallen into this place just given you a small taste
brother of your afterlife here so stay you’ll be back here so
half-sister on anyways i see a distant light but girl this can’t
half-brother be right such a surreal place to see so how did
aunt this come to be arrived to early and when i think of all
uncle the places i just don’t belong i’ve come to grips with li
respect _____ fe and realize this is going too far i don’t belo
respect you ng here we gotta move on dear escape from th
housemate is afterlife cause this time i’m right to move on
teammate and on far away from here a place of hope and
roommate no pain perfect skies with no rain can leave this
teacher place but refrain cause we’ve been waiting here for
colleague you fallen into this place just giving you a small
student taste of your after life here so stay you’ll be back
missing _____ here soon anyways this peace on earth’s not
missing you right with my back against the wall no pain or
protect _____ sign of time i’m much too young to fall so out
protect you of place don’t wanna stay i feel wrong and that’s
stalking you my sign i’ve made up my mind give me your
stalking _____ hand but realize i just wanna say goodbye pl
good influence ease understand i have to leave and carry on
bad influence my own life i don’t belong here i gotta move
step-mother on dear escape from this afterlife cause this ti
step-father me i’m right to move on and on far away from
step-brother here got nothing against you and surely i’ll
step-sister miss you this place full of peace and light and
trust i’d hope you might take me back inside when the time
emotional support is right i don’t belong here i gotta move on
distrust dear escape from this afterlife cause this time i’m ri
change for _____ ght to move and on far away from here got
first name basis nothing against you and surely i’ll miss you
last name basis this place full of peace and light and i’d ho
both name basis pe that you might take me back inside wh
grandmother en the time is right this shining city built of
grandfather gold a far cry from innocence there’s more than
god-father meets the eyes round here look to the waters of
god-mother the deep a city of evil the beast and the harlot
protest the way we're built
don't point the blame on me
don't point the blame on me
so this plot page was made by toxicpoison of CAUTION 2.0! this thing took forever to make just because she wanted it to. no touchy-stealy and she won't send her little rainbow haired warrior after you. mkay? mkay. all of these songs are by the mothereffing amazing avenged sevenfold. the songs are unholy confessions, we come out at night, bat country, critical acclaim, dear god, girl i know, afterlife, and the beast and the harlot. that one little line right hur is scream by the same band. the colors were all made by that fabulous colorblender. obviously she didn't keep track of all those numbers. keep the credits on and we'll be good. peace.
...so many times i've tried...
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