Post by diana on Dec 20, 2009 19:06:44 GMT -5
Wow. I am sorry guys. Really.
I'm not quitting. I'm just...I need a break.
I feel like whenever I try to RP on here, it just...I never get to. The other person gets bored with it, they never respond, or they just end up....It just kinda fails.
I've sorta lost all hope with my characters, and my ability to write. I think part of it has to do with whoever wrote on Calvins app. Actually, I'm sure that's what caused it. I've had some doubt about my writing before, but that kind of sealed the deal for me.
And unfortunately, it feels like I've lost all....well...connection with the people on here. We talk, but it doesn't feel right. It's mostly my doing, I guess.
Its also a good portion to do with what's going on at my home, and my life here. ( I think this is partially a rant too. Sorry.)
I'm never happy here anymore, I fucked over my friend because I can't keep my bloody mouth shut, I've been neglected, thanks to my nephew (not that i have anything against my darling Nicolas.) And I'm just....
I need to focus on school a lot more. I've been really neglecting everything, and my friends, and my life actually. I can't do that.
I'm constantly led on by this guy I've liked for years, and I now realize it's not worth it. Whether it be...my own luck, or some higher power controlling it, I don't know. But I'm done.
I'm not quitting. Just getting my life in line. :/
I'm sorry....
If you want to contact me...msn(home_run_di@yahoo.com)
or just email (fallenangel3391@gmail.com)
or facebook. diana anghel.
I'm....yeah..I'm sorry.
xoxo.
Diana.
I'm not quitting. I'm just...I need a break.
I feel like whenever I try to RP on here, it just...I never get to. The other person gets bored with it, they never respond, or they just end up....It just kinda fails.
I've sorta lost all hope with my characters, and my ability to write. I think part of it has to do with whoever wrote on Calvins app. Actually, I'm sure that's what caused it. I've had some doubt about my writing before, but that kind of sealed the deal for me.
And unfortunately, it feels like I've lost all....well...connection with the people on here. We talk, but it doesn't feel right. It's mostly my doing, I guess.
Its also a good portion to do with what's going on at my home, and my life here. ( I think this is partially a rant too. Sorry.)
I'm never happy here anymore, I fucked over my friend because I can't keep my bloody mouth shut, I've been neglected, thanks to my nephew (not that i have anything against my darling Nicolas.) And I'm just....
I need to focus on school a lot more. I've been really neglecting everything, and my friends, and my life actually. I can't do that.
I'm constantly led on by this guy I've liked for years, and I now realize it's not worth it. Whether it be...my own luck, or some higher power controlling it, I don't know. But I'm done.
I'm not quitting. Just getting my life in line. :/
I'm sorry....
If you want to contact me...msn(home_run_di@yahoo.com)
or just email (fallenangel3391@gmail.com)
or facebook. diana anghel.
I'm....yeah..I'm sorry.
xoxo.
Diana.